We have been together for two years, say it too short, not too short, say it too long, not too long, is just as normal as normal couple around us
Each time I spent time with you, I feel that my time movinge fast when with you, maybe this call love enjoyment? Or just a normal illusion that happening among couple?
Next to you, I feel I glad with what I have now, everything became not important beside you the only in my heart, I wish that I can spent my life with you to end, but can it be?
God have tie us together, but we have set it apart, maybe this quite happening to couple currently now? Where we did not appreciate what we having now?
Second time we break apart, where this has let both of us suffer a lot, maybe is my fault? That I cannot be a good boy friend to you?
Every time watching back our picture, I just keep having memory back when we walking around, going somewhere else to enjoy food, now all will be memory
On the way back to home after sending flower to you, I feel that, yes, I have done some serious mistake that make you freak up, is my mistake really that serious? y the punisment are the same as what u have in your previous relationship?
No matter how I sms or call you, you avoiding it, cancel it, or not ever reply me, am I really deserve to get punishment like this?
Gone, everything just gone wrong after that, my feeling cold instantly with the way you treat me, maybe this is what I get after two year of relationship with you, where a warm few year, can't beat a 1 month cold period?
Now, you have touch the lowest part of my limitation, where once before, I told you that, if we really end up to be seperate, please at that time, don't ever not to speak with me where I really need to know what I wish to know, but you did it
While you having dinner with your friend, I just rushing to you just to send flowers, a white color of white rose, the way to you, is the way you tearing my heart partly
Each moment passing at the road, is the moment where my heat getting lower and lower, with each sms and call towards you, rejected, cancel, or avoid, ever I need to beg you that, will not disturb you after this, suddenly you answer the call...
I, feel apart, my heart stop at the moment, I nearly crash my car with the front car, luckily I step the brake, the time has make me clear, I really as hateful as a rat by you, I have been a criminal for you, where I confident that I did not treat you badly, but I end up to receive such punishment
Since that night, my feeling towards you end up to be as cold as ice, as hard as rock, yes, your attidude create me to be like this, I choose to hide myself inside, show my coldness towards you
I have done what I could now, after tommorow, everything will back to stranger, two years of relationship, just to end up a stranger, I won't be like what I before now, where I waiting for you
Never going ever to forgive this relationship, there is no recover, no heal for the pain you cause to me, we will forever be the stranger, ever we meet up, so, take care yourself, and wish that you can find a better man outside there
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