I like the way I write

I really impress with the planning you make last month, buying ticket with or without someone, c like the planning take a month? or couple of days? I kinda dumb dumb that I still thinking on how to fetch you that time, stupid me, ha, anywhere, I think u get well with ur current life now, right? Look like u able to walk out from sadness easily, I glad with it that you have gain back usual confident you have, so I think is time to return something that I ask u before, And because of some reason, is better we don't meet up, if not, I freak you up again like that time, so maybe you can pass the thing that I request to li yen? if u feel troublesome with the walking distant, u can decide who to pass, as long as  it make easier for you, and tell me the person so that I can find him/her that I know, and also, I accidentally receive ur sms,  c like some kind of explanation to someone, not sure, anywhere, if my way of treating you consider as  extreme, i mean deleting all the on9 things, then how bout the way u treating me? The most heart breaker part and real ending my feeling towards you, is not the break up, is the way you freak up when I sending flower to you, I confident that I did not done serious damage towards you or treat you badly in this relation, but I get the same punishment as a criminal, anywhere, as long as u can easily get through with the question among your family and your friend, feel free to take me as defend for you, but please, don't say it too extreme where some fact can't be change

Just to remind you the thing I wish you to return

my house key

the dress

actually I thinking of wanting u to return the ring, because that ring play an important role in a relationship, a symbolic of one relationship? maybe, i guess just for me, but anywhere, u can keep it, just don't wear it in front of guy that wish to chase you, and when you feel that he might be the one, oh, n remember, to clear up every single photo of me and you, especially online, if you don't wish to clear it out, try to lock it somewhere else where only you know the exactly location, this just a precaution step to ensure next relationship starting will as smooth as silk, if u plan to take a good well in another relationship, be a considerable gf, argument, all this terrible terrible stuff, don't keep it in heart too long, the way you handling r totally different with the way I handling, so don't follow on how I deal with all the stress stress thing, if u just keeping inside without stressing it out, will end up to have a new relationship, try to speak it out ever he might not like it, be sure to release a bit a bit of the stress before it can explode, i trust your EQ are high, but the way your handling r not really equally to your EQ, this is just my advice, take it as optional for your next relationship, but anywhere, is my bad also in this relationship, so should not fully blaming on you. I just a trigger on this

I not sure if u receive bombing from your family, but from my side, quite a lot of question throwing towards me, I guess you also having the same, it be hard for a girl if comparing to a guy, but i trust your parent r a considerable person

Send my regards to your parent, and hope they will take me as normal person if I go to you parent shop just to have yong tao fu 

cheers and wish you happy in your life

WENG SEONG N WEI SIN

We have been together for two years, say it too short, not too short, say it too long, not too long, is just as normal as normal couple around us
Each time I spent time with you, I feel that my time movinge fast when with you, maybe this call love enjoyment? Or just a normal illusion that happening among couple?
Next to you, I feel I glad with what I have now, everything became not important beside you the only in my heart, I wish that I can spent my life with you to end, but can it be?
God have tie us together, but we have set it apart, maybe this quite happening to couple currently now? Where we did not appreciate what we having now?

Second time we break apart, where this has let both of us suffer a lot, maybe is my fault? That I cannot be a good boy friend to you?
Every time watching back our picture, I just keep having memory back when we walking around, going somewhere else to enjoy food, now all will be memory
On the way back to home after sending flower to you, I feel that, yes, I have done some serious mistake that make you freak up, is my mistake really that serious? y the punisment are the same as what u have in your previous relationship?
No matter how I sms or call you, you avoiding it, cancel it, or not ever reply me, am I really deserve to get punishment like this?
Gone, everything just gone wrong after that, my feeling cold instantly with the way you treat me, maybe this is what I get after two year of relationship with you, where a warm few year, can't beat a 1 month cold period?

Now, you have touch the lowest part of my limitation, where once before, I told you that, if we really end up to be seperate, please at that time, don't ever not to speak with me where I really need to know what I wish to know, but you did it

While you having dinner with your friend, I just rushing to you just to send flowers, a white color of white rose, the way to you, is the way you tearing my heart partly
Each moment passing at the road, is the moment where my heat getting lower and lower, with each sms and call towards you, rejected, cancel, or avoid, ever I need to beg you that, will not disturb you after this, suddenly you answer the call...
I, feel apart, my heart stop at the moment, I nearly crash my car with the front car, luckily I step the brake, the time has make me clear, I really as hateful as a rat by you, I have been a criminal for you, where I confident that I did not treat you badly, but I end up to receive such punishment

Since that night, my feeling towards you end up to be as cold as ice, as hard as rock, yes, your attidude create me to be like this, I choose to hide myself inside, show my coldness towards you
I have done what I could now, after tommorow, everything will back to stranger, two years of relationship, just to end up a stranger, I won't be like what I before now, where I waiting for you
Never going ever to forgive this relationship, there is no recover, no heal for the pain you cause to me, we will forever be the stranger, ever we meet up, so, take care yourself, and wish that you can find a better man outside there